"I don’t know what all of my fellow soldiers opinions of me as a soldier are. I don’t know. All I wanted to do was be a competent soldier and not be more of a burden to the people around me than I was a help. That’s my goal, is to be on the positive side of that measurement, to be someone who doesn’t fuck shit up for everyone. That, in my mind, should be the method by which all people are judged. That’s what I endeavored for."